And again | ugetthejist's Blog

M_ came over again yesterday.  He didn't talk though.  I've decided I'm not gonna keep asking questions he doesn't answer.  And then I tell him how I feel, the fuzzy kind, and he tells me he doesn't want me to feel that way.  So my lips are sealed.  I was hoping desperatly he would talk, but he didn't. 

M_ was very animate about anything he could do to help.  I told him.  Then after I thought of several other things...  I didn't call or text b/c I've decided he seems a bit bothered when my mind works like that.  I think some people believe it's a game? 

He is totally amazing.  I can't change what I've done.  I wish I could, but I can't.