Follow my thoughts and you'll go crazy too ;) | ugetthejist's Blog

The words self sabotage keep racing through my mind.  I think it's right.  I think my friend is right in that I have a way of sabotaging things out of fear.  In I know he's right. 

I make jokes, but in truth I really am afraid of 'normal'.  So I find something wrong and make it a problem.  I'm not sure how, but I do.

By normal I only mean not having drama, issues, and problems on a regular basis.  It's my own definition jist for me. 

I can see it.  I can acknowledge it.  I believe it is true.  But how do I fix it?  How do I make my life 'work'. 

At least now I can see it even if I don't have any answers.  That's one step forward.